Monday, March 1st 2021… it came in like a lamb…

Today I started my metamorphosis at 5am. I started with my breath training, riding the octane with my mouth closed. I am trying to lower my resting heart rate by not exceeding my aerobic/anerobic threshold (it was a total pain in the ass trying to keep my heart rate at 121 bpm) during exercise and its especially difficult because I am motivated by my “MyZone” heart rate monitor. I finished up my pre-work morning with Oatmeal and a shower, ending with cold water for 30s (it really sucked). Oh, and I wasn’t so hot with my diet on my way into work – thank you very much… (I’m still human). I will admit I did have a boatload of energy. I went in to work today to send a tape to our VAR, I designed my logo for my new Photography business and even created a tag line for it. I’ll put it below. I have my camera ready, I’m downloading firmware updates for it, my everyday lens will be in soon. I still think I need another subject lens. I have to get my light setup ready too.

3saintsartstudio.com Orland Park, Illinois (URL coming soon)

This is what I had envisioned for my business logo. We shall see where it goes. I worked till noon, drove home, stopped for 5$ Sushi Monday at a fav store of mine, ate lunch, and worked again till 5:30pm. My Day.

-Rat

Sunday, February 28th 2021 … Gnomebody gnome’s the trouble I’ve seen…

A friend of my wife’s came over yesterday and we celebrated my wife’s birthday. She is one year younger than me and takes every opportunity to let me know it. Anyway, she got a couple of gnomes as part of her gift. I’ve always liked the little guys. We put them on the fireplace rocks. I’m tired. Stick a fork in me – tonight I’m done.

-Rat

Gnome 2 – Reginald
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Gnome 1 – Bimbo

Friday, February 26th 2021… Received my 2nd COVID shot yesterday…

Well, I was told under no uncertain terms that I will feel like crap today (due to the COVID shot) so don’t plan on doing anything. Luckily or unluckily I feel pretty good thus far. We shall see going forward. Since not having any initial side effects the first time, I should expect them this time. I am expected back in the office on color rotation in 2 weeks. There are 4 colors and they will be rotating in and out to limit the amount of contact at work. Ah, the joys of a lack of trust. I personally am looking forward to it since it will mean less hours working for me. When I am leaving, I will be gone. Not available 🙂

I missed my Watercolor class with John Wednesday evening. Bummer. I thought it started next week. It was dropped due to low enrollment. I felt like crap so I texted him an apology. He called me back. It was good to speak with him. He was busting my chops about the trail (he always does that) and bike riding. Last week, I was watching one of Dale Popovich’s watercolor painting workshops. Whether or not he knows it, Dale had a huge influence on me in my career directions. I don’t know if he would remember me but I also went to the American Academy back in 79-80. There was a few of us that congregated between classes (we had hourly 10min breaks) throughout an 8hr day of Art immersion. There was a guy from the south-side that he hung with who wanted to be a professional illustrator. I don’t remember his name but he had dark brown hair, wore glasses, had a chipped tooth, and rolled a mean cigarette. He was really good at illustration and i could see he looked up to Dale with a bit of skill jealousy. They were taking a class with Irving Shapiro who was a premier watercolor artist in Chicago and the dean of the school. He used to say more than once “If it was just Irv and you (Dale) in the class asking questions, he would be happy…”. Dale would reply: “He doesn’t want to hear from me…”. Anyhow, Dale and this other kid (whose name I cannot remember), met me in the hallway for one of our many breaks, and I was considering a different career choice. I was burned out, disgusted with myself, full of anxiety, and truly rudderless for the first time in my life. I had no direction. I was always going to be an artist. Now, I was going to be a disappoint to my folks, and myself. There was a community college (COD) that i was considering – it was a fledgling college of trailers next to a swamp, a 40min drive from my house . I asked them the question “What is the furthest thing from art?” Mathematics, electronics, physics… Dale replied, and that’s the direction I went. There was a few more guys I listened to. A hyper-realist named “Arno” who was a second year illustration student, and 2 second year artists named Scott and Mario and a big, tall, bushy, black haired guy named Royce (I think he was related to Sasquatch). But it was really Dale and the other guy who I listened to. Dale was one of the “cool” kids who would spend his lunch hour in the spring and summer tanning himself at the lake front. That was the Dale I remember. Wow, reflection – what a trip.

I may spin up a photography studio dedicated to stained glass windows in the Midwest. What I would really like to get is Cardinal Cupich’s blessing on my work and start building a photography portfolio. It’s still a concept but it’s gaining momentum and clarity in my mind. I think I’ll call it 3SaintsArtStudio.com (I had the domain name anyway) and link it to RedSky as a linked art studio. It would allow me to separate my painting and drawing from my photography. Now all I need is time, some drive, and a little luck

-Rat

Wednesday, February 17th 2021… “Glad I bought Dell…”

Had my first experience with Dell Customer Support this morning. Now, being an IT guy and having dealt with all manner of experienced and non-experienced types all over the globe, I had a low bar and lower expectations. I have a laptop that I purchased last January for my business. I wanted something portable that i wouldn’t have to mess with very much, easy to use, because my wife would also need it for her things. I have had good experiences with Dell at work so I went with that. Ive had my fill of building stuff at home and I’m at a point in my life where I know what I want from a number of technological perspectives. I didn’t just fall off the truck – I’ve dealt with all manner of computers and programs. I want something that can be wireless and wired, can be used for graphics programs, for manipulating photographs, create websites, program, do email, run all standard Microsoft software, run all Adobe software, run a myriad of VM’s if I should need it, and play games. In other words, “a jack of all trades”. I want a large hard drive, I want it fast, and I want horsepower. Now, all of those things together are really a hardware juggling act. So the PC that I got, is a laptop, has a SSD – which is kind of small in the grand scheme – only 200Gb. So I bought a second SSD that is 1.8Tb which requires a bit of juggling data. I have a RAID 5 NAS that’s somewhere on the order of 12Tb if I should want or need it. Hey, some day I may try recording. 🙂 A Core i7/10th Gen with 4 Cores, 8 Logical processors later.. Sorry, I went off into the weeds. Anyway, I called the Tech Support number, and was walked through a bunch of well thought out troubleshooting steps. Problem was eventually solved. What I found out was that my Bluetooth is integrated to the motherboard but has hooks into the network adapter. So I had to reinstall some drivers, restart and hard-restart the laptop. Problem solved. I think Nino, who is from the Philippines is very knowledgeable and patient. I had to kind of chuckle. I could hear a rooster crowing in the background every once in a while (he may be working from home in Hawaii). I would definitely buy Dell again. Thanks Nino and thanks Dell!

My watercolor class with John is over for this period, so its time to figure out what I want to do next from an art class perspective. Supposedly Beth Leahy was teaching a “master the method” class which focuses on artists, their lives, motivations, techniques, and history. You then mimic their technique to see what you will come up with. Sometimes, its eye-opening the hoops they (the artist) jumped through. Anyhow, I still have a ways to go on this watercolor. The color harmony is much better than my usual. I am still learning. My drawing is decent, my composition skills need some work, my color skills are lacking, my color mixing skills are decent, my color identifying skills are decent, I just need time.

-Rat

Tuesday, February 2nd 2021 …6 more weeks of winter…

Started the PowerBreathe training today. For whatever reason, I cannot for the life of me find the instructions. Spanish instructions, yep. English, nope. I decided that I am so gassed after the Octane in the morning, ill substitute it for the morning workout and use the PowerBreathe in the evening after dinner. The Octane is a recumbent elliptical. I try and push myself when I can.

Laid off the painting tonight. I think I’m going downstairs to clean and straighten for a bit.

We made Enchilada Cream of Chicken Soup tonight in the Instant Pot. It tastes yummy served with tortilla chips. So, you take the chicken out and pull it. Blend the contents, and put the chicken back. No actual cream involved – uses squash, tomato paste, a tin of hatch peppers, some beans, onions, a potato, and a hand blender for creating the “cream”.

-Rat

Monday, February 1st 2021… Lots of balls in the air…

HEY! It’s a reference to juggling, smart ass. I’ve been busy lately, not that I’m not always busy, I received my “PowerBreathe” in the mail yesterday. I bought this hoping to increase my lung capacity. Hopefully, it can help me on my bike this year. It’s a 4 week course of twice a day. I am supposed to not over-train like any other muscle and give myself enough recovery time. When the hell am I supposed to get my high-intensity training in? I’ve got to figure this thing out. On a similar note, I purchased some more weight to make working out at home more feasible. Yesterday, when I was snow blowing the driveway, I was using my neighbors snowblower and for a time and i actually felt that I was hurting my shoulder or bicep tie-in. I was a little tender this morning but not too bad. Today, I also began to just sit with my back against the wall, stretching my psoas. Trying to undo the damage sitting and working from home for long hours has caused.

One other thing that i have been working on is creating a book of watercolor paints and values of my limited pallet and all my convenience colors. It’s been interesting seeing what mixes with what and what the paint values look like.

With all the snow that we got yesterday, I had to walk around to the back of the house today to knock the hanging drifts off the roof. We got between 11 and 13 inches. I refilled some of the bird feeders and added some water to the bird bath.

-Rat

Sunday, January 17th 2021…Everyday is a new day!…

I found out that I have tomorrow off! Hooray for me! I think I will spend some time today painting. I started a new painting in my watercolor class and while I began on a 8×10 sheet, I realized that it’s way to small and so I went to a full sheet which is 22×30. I will post my progress. The subject was drawn to scale and some minor painting has taken place. I decided not to do the virtual watercolor seminar. I will continue with my current class from McCord.

On a different note, I began listening to some lectures on Organic Chemistry. I have to divert my mind while on the octane (a recumbent elliptical machine). I finished the lecture series on “Why Evil Exists”. It’s about the history of evil and where it comes from, from philosophical, religious, and social viewpoints. It was a fairly interesting series. It was delivered by Professor Charles Mathewes, Ph.D. via “The Great Courses”. I have found that in this series though, since the explanations require illustrations to emphasize a point, i find myself re-watching the lectures because I miss quite a bit while exercising. Its interesting how much I have forgotten.

-Rat

Saturday, January 9th 2021…What to do, what to do…

I’m in a bit of a quandary with my watercolor skills. Do I sign up for a virtual seminar, take a couple of days off. Record the seminar and replay it at will, or skip it and just focus on my current watercolor class. It’s not very expensive, however I will need to take at least 1 weekday off and a whole weekend. Not that I get paid for weekends. The real quandary is that I only have 7 days to record the seminar. I only have one more day. I still haven’t recorded the meditation class. Just no time.

-Rat

Friday, January 8th 2021…”gotta love when a plan comes together…”

Bought a new keyboard/mouse at Costco last night since my old keyboard/mouse combination was burning through 2 AA batteries per week. This new combination can connect via Bluetooth to 2 computers and you can alternate/flip between them at the touch of a button! That’s sooo cool. Kind of like a Bluetooth KVM. Frankly, this morning I had my doubts. Thanks Logitech and thank you Costco! For a cool 59$ – sweet! Crap, I spent more on a watercolor #10 round paintbrush yesterday (and it was on sale) – granted it had real sable bristles and was a Kolinsky but damn!

Started a new watercolor painting Wednesday night on 8×10 paper – today, I decided it was way too small to show any nuance. So, I am going to redraw and begin again on a full sheet of 300lb rough. That even sounds more fun. Was cool to see Rick back in the groove in class (on of my classmates). He gave me an idea for a new painting – after I do my Tao&Zen logo on my iPad.

-Rat

Wednesday, January 6th 2021… art is da bomb…

I had my watercolor class after a stressful day at work. Something I look forward to. Afterwards, had a nice facetime call with my daughter and her fiance’. I like where they are going with the decision to elope. Makes sense with COVID and all the uncertainty of this year. Who is to say that we will return to normalcy by the end of the year. Why put money down on a wedding venue when there are no guarantees (crazy)? Will the venue even be in business when you get to your date? Too much money at stake for a business and for future couple. Got to run…

-Rat